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Loves to eat.Loves to cook and bake. Loves to kick. Loves to laugh. Loves to stone. promoted at last
Saturday, 30 October 2010 | 3:37 pm
Alhamdullilah. yes, i'm extremely grateful, to say the least. when i got back geog, i was quite relieved cos i thought i had flunked it. then i got chem - damn. failed. when i got math and econs - relief again. yes, my standards are low but at least i've achieved the aim of promotional exams - to promote. but there goes my target of BBCCC. guess i gotta say goodbye to my future scholarship then. haiz. i better go check out other scholarships soon so i can strategise my second year. i can't bear to disappoint myself or my parents. yeah i know i totally got to walk the talk. but you know how sometimes you feel like you really want to do something in the future but you end up not doing it cos there's no drive or anything that tells you that it's important at that point of time when the moment finally arrives? yup, that's what happens to me sometimes. most times. then i end up not seizing that moment or opportunity and it passes by, wasted. i will then think back to that moment and sigh to myself, "Why?" but all is in the past now and i got to move on. keep telling myself "carpe diem" and it still goes unheeded. how saddening. rambling on and on cos i don't feel like sleeping yet though i'm sleepy. i think being seventeen has transformed me into a person i don't really fancy. when i get back home from school and i'm tired or pissed, i tend to snap at my family or else minimise my interaction with them. makes me feel super bad that i'm not making an effort to talk to them nicely but at that point of time, i felt too self-absorbed to bother. then there's the infatuations. i opine my screws to be loose somewhere. this may be one of the reasons for my much-to-be-desired grades. haiz. guys should totally disappear from the face of the earth next year so i can concentrate. i'm not sure how i've got this far in life but what i do know is that religion, family and friends are most important. i may not have shown appreciation when the time comes, but i am definitely grateful inside. thank you everyone. irnasrina Notepaper.
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