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Loves to eat.Loves to cook and bake. Loves to kick. Loves to laugh. Loves to stone. crying gives me headache
Wednesday, 27 July 2011 | 7:20 pm
cried twice today. i can't seem to stop the tears from flowing, not to mention mucus. luckily, tiffany gave me some light and some insight into what i should be focussing on and how to change. i've never failed so badly before in my life. especially for the tests that i put so much effort into. but all turned out futile. i admit that my mistake was to rely solely on my efforts of mugging and not bothering to ask others for opinions on how to improve. but yet, is passing too much to ask for? maybe not. i also realise that my memory ain't that fantastic that i can remember what i had studied 2 weeks before the actual exam perfectly. yet another flaw i ignored or so conveniently left out of my mind. what was i thinking? i am no superwoman with super memory. i am an ordinary girl with the best of intentions but the most fruitless of methods. notwithstanding my past misadventures, i've learnt that there is no looking back. tiffany says to look forward. i wonder how she does it so easily. how do you let go of the past? it just keeps haunting me subtly, no matter how hard i try to not let it get to me. i try to forge future study plans and targets but i have yet to start. and she said, what's the use if you don't start now? so true. it's like some form of inertia. once you overcome it, you are ready to move on. i so have to start believing this. though i'm constantly bogged down by work, perhaps a little time management and some mini goal-setting won't hurt. take one a step at a time, there's no need to run. there may not be sufficient time to do everything, but there's always time to do something. i feel better albeit lethargic from all that crying. from now on, change shall be the only constant. 3 more months to A Levels. it feels surreal. i have to wake up and smell the fear, face it and conquer it. i can do it. i believe and therefore i will. Insya-Allah. Notepaper.
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