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Loves to eat.Loves to cook and bake. Loves to kick. Loves to laugh. Loves to stone. a month-long test of faith, patience and self-belief
Monday, 1 August 2011 | 7:31 pm
today shed some light on how mean a person i've become. i used to think i was a happy-go-lucky gal who got along with everybody and everybody got along with me. i was friendly, approachable and thick-skinned. maybe i still am, deep inside. but on the exterior, that's not what i see.
i don't like the person i've become - bitter, unfocused, judgemental and weak. what happened to that irna nasrina whom i knew? i'm sure she's still inside, waiting to be unleashed again one day. i realise that i'm no mugger, or more like i'm not that suited to be one unless i really put my heart into it. sure, there's a lot to do. and duh, there's not much time. so where do i start? i'm in the midst of things, caught in a whirlwind of assignments, tests and revision packs. everywhere i turn, a four-letter word screams back at me. WORK. work. WORK. so what else can i do but give in to the screaming? anyway, i know i gotta focus but one other thing keeps bugging me, or rather, tugging at my heartstrings. yes, a guy. what am i to do about this? i don't hope for something to happen but at the same time i do, despite knowing that i'm this close to major exams and this is definitely not the time to pursue what my heart desires. and i don't even know if he sees me in the same way. sure, he jokes and teases me once in a while but other than that, zilch. so, give up and let go? probably should. but it'll take some time. pursue in secrecy? tiring and potentially heart-breaking, not to mention time-wasting. hai. i dunno. in the mean time, mug. best solution :D btw, selamat berpuasa :D Notepaper.
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