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Tuesday, 28 February 2012 | 10:09 pm
as i'm approaching my last teen year, i'm becoming more and more angsty and moody and hopeless. WHY. why am i changing? i don't like it. all those who say that change is the only constant, you diam. of course, changes for the better are always welcomed but to turn into an individual who has to hide herself so that people won't be repulsed by her personality upheavals? not so much. don't get me wrong. i'm not an evil person now or anything. just that. the darker side of me is getting the better of the lighter side (or however you put it). i feel like spiderman in the 3rd instalment, where he battles the monster within him. perhaps the damage done during the jc years is indelible. or maybe not. it is up to me. i try and try to hold on to my old self but as time goes by, she is slipping away. wth is wrong with me. maybe i should take psychology and learn about myself so i can save myself from going nuts. so the focus of this week - FRIDAY. wish i was in the mood to sing last friday night or rebecca black's epic song but alas. i am moodee. so. i have no idea what to expect. on one hand, i'm sure i can reach my target (InsyaAllah). on the other hand though, my self-esteem has hit rock bottom. all i can ever hope for is to get no grade lower than B and to have more As than Bs. possible right? InsyaAllah. been praying harder than before. i believe Allah will help me like He has always does. only He can. all the very best to all of you too :) irnasrina Notepaper.
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